I worked on this journal through the winter of 2010. It was where I decided I really needed to record my daily life. The journal itself was a college admissions catalog from years ago that was designed to look like the standard black sketchbook of the time. I glued together pages and slapped in a lot of personal ephemera and layers a great deal of pain over the top of that. It was  a lot of fun. I did a lot of Ustream videos featuring this journal.