7AM Construction

My street is currently being torn up so that gas lines can be replaced. The guys arrive at 7 AM. hey start moving stuff around the street at 7:15 AM. Digging, jack hammering, and large vehicles start up at 8am.

Work goes until 4pm.

I often start recording an art video at 8am.

Thank goodness for noise cancellation on my mic and my camera.

Yet there are days when they don’t dig, grind, or jack hammer at all.

Occasionally they need access to my basement to check on the gas meter.

Change is disruptive.

Any change is disruptive.

Not all change is good.
Not all disruption is good.

But it can be good.

Disruption and change can lead to growth.

When I think of things that have led to the biggest moments of growth within my art it’s always occurred with change and disruption that has been incredibly uncomfortable. I’ve learned that the more uncomfortable the disruption and change has been has directly correlated with how massive the growth has been.

I’m currently relearning an old skill and it’s involving being organized again. I’ve had to put together a calendar, take photos of specific things, and create a plan for something that may not happen. I’m learning to allow myself some breathing room if it doesn’t happen.

And that is scary.

But knowing that on the other side of all this work (change and growth are WORK) I’ll have skills I take with me everywhere I go is a big part of what drives me forward.

Always Someone There to Remind Me

When I was a pre-teen my Dad bought a beat up Ford Ranger. It had a tape deck that the previous owner claimed had a tape stuck in it. That tape was a copy of Naked Eyes Burning Bridges. I managed to get it out of the tape deck and then proceeded to listen to it on repeat.

Pre-teen me loved Brit synth pop. I think I wore that tape out.

Also I wanted that truck.

The title I used for this post is a riff on one of the songs on that tape- the actual song was “Always Some THING There to Remind Me” and apparently it has been recorded by quite a few artists.

Anyway, after that intro…

I was reminded today of how there is always someone there to remind me about what they think about me, my art, and how they think I should also feel about all that. And generally they don’t rate me or my opinions very highly.  There is always some fool out there ready to tear me down. 

And frankly it’s really hard to weather that storm.

Their garbage opinion always seems to rain down when I’m at my my fragile. When the scaffolding of my self esteem is constructed but don’t have the support braces installed yet.

These people, they are jealous of success. When they sniff out success they want to take a dump on it. When they see my joy they want to dump on it. This pic has a fun little glitch in it. The wheels do not look like that IRL! I wish I knew how to make it happen again!

These are the worst kinds of people. They just dump on everything and everything. They don’t really care who they dump on, they simply want to tear down people in a misguided attempt to build themselves up.

I use a generic THEY here because we all have a dumper in our lives. I’ve referred to these people as Dream Dumpers before. These are the people when you tell them about your favorite new cheese/ TV show/ art material/ movie/ hobby/ etc… they just dump on it.

Their capacity for finding the worst in everything is mirrored by how awful they feel about pretty much everything- they hate their boss and their job, as well as just about everything else in the world. But mostly they hate themselves.

I write this not to find empathy, though I do have empathy for people who hate everything. I write this because it helps me to think about the hate that these folx spew outward, they also spew it inward.

Imagine how horrible I/you feel about what these folx say to you either in person or in a social media comment. Then imagine them saying it back to themselves over and over and over again.

How awful.

Garbage in. Garbage out.

It gives me some perspective. But also it helps me to see that the Dream Dumper, their perspective is skewed. They can’t see the joy because all they have is hate. They dump on good happy things out of jealousy, even if they don'[t know they feel jealous, how can they actually know how they feel when everything is shrouded in hate?

Dream dumpers suck the joy out of pretty much everything.

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Inspiration Arrives in MANY Forms

every now and then I discover something ridiculous that grabs ahold of my brain and won’t let go. I’ve tried, but Chicken San still holds a piece of my brain. Part of what makes Chicken San great is that he takes familiar tunes and matches the singing up with a rubber chicken. I don’t care who you are, but rubber chickens are always funny. If you don’t at least crack a smile at a rubber chicken, red flag.

The latest and possibly the greatest thing too grab my brain is Wheelie Yellow. What a terrific spoof on #vanlife ever. The dry British humor gets me and I found myself not only chuckling but burning through my whole lunch break watching all of the Wheelie Yellow videos.

Yes, Wheelie Yellow is a stuffed yellow thing with an animated mouth, that “drives” around an RC #vanlife van while narrating the videos with a dry humor that not all will find funny.
The absolute commitment to the bit is astounding. The videos are shot with many many perspectives. Meaning the person making the videos has to stop and reset the cameras and take another shot. From a filmmaking perspective, this is insane, and dedication. In a single sequence there may be an interior shot of the van, a front view, a side view, a distance shot, and several others. It’s ridiculously complicated and it works so very well. Then there’s the perspective of the Vlog angle of the stuffie.

Like, WHAT!?!?! Banana!

Anyway, enjoy Wheelie Yellow:

I might’ve decided to support Wheelie Yellow through purchasing a t-shirt… As a belated birthday gift to myself. Totally worth it.

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Gear or Supply Guys

A type of dream dumper that I especially loathe is the Gear Guy. (It goes without saying that the Gear Guy is a gendered joke and the GUY can of course be a GAL or just person.) 

The Gear Guy is that person who asks you what you are using and then smirks and tells you they have the newest model of your beaten up used piece of equipment.

It’s a wallet wag.

I see this so often when it comes to cameras, watercolor brushes, and bicycles.

I use my action camera for everything. Because it eliminates shake it’s great for taking pictures. I can also adjust the settings and get a nice shot. I have added a step up ring to it it so that I can use close up lenses and filters! Cool. Nifty hack!

Most of all, I know how to use the action cam, and I have it with me all the time.

I also always have a toy camera in my bag. I won’t write here about my undying love of toy cameras, but I looooove them.

Anyway, I was out with some people I know and I pulled my old trusty modified Osmo Action 3 out, slapped on a 2x close up filter and took some pictures. A Gear Guy came over and asked me about the cam. I explained the ring and filter situation. He smirked and held up his Canon with a $1600 lens.

Me being me, I lifted up my camera and snapped his picture. I laughed as I walked away.

His attempt to make me feel small didn’t work because I disarmed it with humor.

But it still grinds my gears.

Having the money to buy a thousand dollar camera body and slapping a $1600 lens on it doesn’t make him the better photographer. (I am a shitty photographer and I know it.) It means he has more money and more tools to prop him up.

Expensive tools aren’t a magic wand to make better art.

Cheaper tools used well can make great art. Yes cheap tools can be frustrating to make with, but if you are careful and buy well, you can find good cheap tools. Even if you aren’t, I’d rather see someone find an amazing cheap tool and brag about their deal than listen to some Gear Guy brag about his $150 water color brush he flew to Japan to buy.

This is why I suggest cheap journals/sketchbooks. Fill them up, burn through them with all the messes and then buy another one. Feel no guilt for using cheap sketchbooks as your journals.

An expensive journal won’t make your art journal better. Only time and effort will pay off. Spend time to find your favorite art journal. Most of the time the journal expense will be somewhere in the middle of the cost range.

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What Do I NEED to Create?

Back in the day I used to soak up videos and blog posts about art making gear. Everyone’s equipment fascinated me. Part of this was curiosity about processes but also wanting to know HOW to use that equipment.

And when I write equipment I mean everything from paint to brushes to paper to cameras and software used to edit the very video I watched.Yes, I picked up an eScooter. Yes it’s probably too dangerous. But holy hell is it FUN!

I have a theory that most of us who get caught up in GAS (Gear Acquisition Syndrome) are like me- just want to know all the things about the things we use to create. I want to know your processes so I can develop my processes.

As I work on my latest videos and possible zines, I have been asking myself how do I create and write a tutorial that doesn’t feed into the GAS making machine?

I have been asking myself the question: “What do I need to create?”

I ask this as I reach for materials.

I have access to every material I could possibly want and then some. If I don’t have it in my home studio I have it at work. If I don’t currently own it or have access to it I can order it and have it here in a few days.

GAS and SABLE (Stash Acquisition Beyond Life Expectancy) are two reasons I started to tell myself and say in my videos and posts, “Use what you have.” “Buy singles when possible.”

But really when you dial it down to basics what do we need to create? I think this is going to vary for everyone.

I need a sketchbook of some sort and either a pencil or a pen.

That’s it.

It’s simple.

I also think I make some of my best art when I strip it down to simplicity, and allow myself to fully embrace that material. Then when I open up and add in color and wash and more, it feels decadent and alive.

Every art piece is a way to learn more about myself and my interaction with the world around me. Even when it’s “just” in my journal, it is important.

Anyway, the scripts (we can loosely call what I’m writing scripts) for my tutorials encourage people to strip back their practice to the most simple they feel comfortable. Pen. pencil. Simple. Add color to the mix later. Explore black and white then add color.

Simple.

The difficult thing is that simple is never easy.

 

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Blog Updates

I just spent some time performing a lot of behind the scenes updates to the blog. a lot of things were broken and frankly I did not have time this spring or summer to do these updates.* I decided to buckle down and do those updates today. So apologies for the many posts in one day.

You will see cross  posts from my Ko-fi account happening here. Posts occur on my ko-fi page first and then a week or so later are posted here. There are supporter only posts. Depending on the nature of those posts, they may or may not be cross posted. I like to make sure that the people who support me get a lot of benefit for doing so.

I am working REALLY hard to remonetize my youtube channel. So please click any links to YouTube and watch some videos, even if all you are doing is letting it play in the background as you work.

Also, I use Amazon affiliate links in these posts and on Amazon. If you are thinking of doing ANY shopping on Amazon, click one of my Amazon links even if you aren’t going to buy that particular item. I’ll get some small portion of your purchase if you do that. ** he affiliate program really helps to keep this blog and my YT channel going. I don’t make a lot from it (usually around $25-50 a month.) But it is enough for me to pay for the occasional art supplies and for all the hosting fees I use to keep this blog up.

I’ll make sure to announce my YouTube videos here the best I can, but if you are interested in art making and art journaling head over to my channel and his subscribe. I post videos about art journaling, making art and some reviews of budget conscious art journaling products.

*i.e. I did not find the time to do the updates, I am working on work-life-and own work balance, my health has become a priority for the last few years which means I have to lean my balance to life.

**Do this for any of your favorite creators, it helps us immensely.

Figuring Out This Balance Thing

It’s been a hot minute between posts here. It seems i Have trouble balancing my life.

Every summer it is the same thing, it gets warm and I have fewer work days with kids and time off, so I ride my bike. Which, excuse the drama, has saved my life in the same way journaling has in the past.

I know I’ve written a bit here about my health struggles with Type 2 Diabetes, but riding my bike has allowed me to get down to one med for my blood pressure and one med for the diabetes. Wild. My blood sugars are generally pretty even and my blood pressure has been good enough that my doctor said I don’t need to come in and see her until next year, unless I have an emergency.

All summer long all I really wanted to do was ride my bike. I had a great time doing it. I’ll hit 1100 miles ridden this week. 1000 of those miles on a modified Walmart bike. The rest were on a vintage Kona mountain bike.

Anyway, if you want to hear and see more about my health journey you can check out my health and wellness channel, Less is More Healthy on youtube.

I was recently able to pick up the Osmo Action 5 action camera. This is great for the health channel and the art channel. First off, when I’m recording me drawing with a POV camera, the Action 5 is better than the old Action 3. But this also means that I can put the Action 3 into my overhead camera mount and leave it there. 

This means a lot of things. First off It eliminates a lot of set up and take down that has stopped me from recording my art making in the past. Even though I set up a nearly permanent mount on the overhead rig where I can just clip the Action 3 in and out of. No one said that decision paralysis makes any sense. Now the 3 will just live on the mount most of the time, ready for me to hit record. This also means that I can record audio AS I WORK. My old Cannon doesn’t have an audio in port and the mics on the budget cams is trash.

While I love a voice over, sometimes it’s more intuitive to record as I work.

This also means that if I can get my shit together I can do some livestreams. I used to LOVE doing livestreams. Except for the trolls, but hopefully I’ve got those dudes all blocked.

I did some drawing this summer but not a lot. I drew some boats when I rode out to Manchester-by-the-Sea * and I drew trash while I waited for the train. 

People aren’t impressed with my drawing trash. Which has brought up a lot of thoughts around the purpose of an art journal/visual journal and deciding NOT to draw pretty things. I may have to do another series where I draw used tea bags again.**

At work I fired up our Vandercook press and it was everything I’ve been missing in art making. So I’ve decided that all my groups will be making posters and using the press this year at some point. I can’t wait. This also means I get to use the press more. I REALLY can’t wait.

I’m also going to do a section on keeping a visual art journal.

Which brings me to my hopes for this Ko-Fi page and Comfortable Shoes Studio the YT Channel and blog. I’ve been working on a couple of classes which will include some hand drawn printables, possibly bundled into a zine, and a video series to support it. I’ve been writing my ass off and gathering ideas for this project. Yesterday I made myself a template to create the blank pages with non-photo blue pencil and I’m deciding how I want them to look.

I’m blocking up a little bit, because I want them to look like my work notebook/sketchbook pages and my Every Thing Every Where journal pages. I’m totally over thinking it.

My goal for this week is to loosen up and commit to making one of the pages of the handouts and zine.

*MbtS is almost as bougie as it sounds. It’s not as bougie as Magnolia, which has a corporation dedicated to keeping it’s private beaches private and keeping out of towners off the beach.

**Tea bags are a useful drawing model. First off if you make tea you will have them. Secondly you can easily pose them and they stay in place. Finally The forms involved are great- loads of shapes and lines to play with drawing. Yeah I just talked myself into it. I’m going to draw some trash.

 

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New Youtube Videos

I posted a few new videos to my YouTube channel. There is one longer video where I draw teabags from life in 4 different materials and test out 2 different types of non-photo blue pencil. It was a lot of fun to draw.

Another is about repairing a stretched out elastic on and old Molekskine.

I also set up a calendar in an attempt to make myself more organized. Or at the very least feel more organized.

I’ve got more videos planned and I’m getting ready to record them.

Urban Sketching Practice: Drawing Vehicles with Vibes Not Realism

I have been doing more en plein air sketching, what seems to be more commonly known now as Urban Sketching, even when it’s not in an urban environment… this irritates me a bit, as the name change is driven by the algorithm not need or actual use. AS I sketched more locations I noticed that my drawings were okay except for an item  ubiquitous in US urban and suburban locations- vehicles; specifically cars, SUVS and trucks.

My cars, SUVS, and trucks sucked. Truly awful little gum drops.

I did my usual thing and decided to dedicate some time to drawing them. Not with accuracy, because no, that’s not going to be my thing. Like my portraits I decided to draw them with vibes and not realism. Thus far I’m feeling pretty happy with how they are coming out.

I’m using a combination of contour line drawing and looking at the tonal values- basically lines and shadows. I’m really digging faux ink wash combined with ink wash. REALLY digging using magenta ink on trucks.

Some Videos of me sketching vehicles:

Budget Watercolor Sets for Art Journaling and Urban Sketching

I have long had a fascination with budget friendly art materials. I have always liked getting the best bang for my buck.

I reviewed the Royal & Langnickel FlipKit. Which I now and forever will call the flippy floppy watercolors. The Flippy Floppy is a set that I continue to reach for despite the fact that I hate the flippiness of it. The flip out pans are annoying and when wet, smear paint on the bottom of the Flippy Floppy set up and then all over my hands. Annoying. Yet the colors are nice- they rewet easily and are vibrant and act as watercolors should.

Now the Flippy Floppy kit is a white labeled set up from a factory in China. And as such if you look for other brands that look like this set, you’ll find a variety of prices and options. Buy the best priced option.

White label factories make an item and rebrand or repackage that item for whoever orders them. An example. The place where I used to work had white label ice cream. Customers used to complain that this company was ripping off Ben & Jerry’s because the flavors were literally the same. What they didn’t know was that B&J made that company’s store brand ice cream. They contracted with B&J to make the ice cream but with few inclusions. So less banana, less chocolate chunks, and even less chocolate covered cherries. You get the picture.

Another reviewer on YouTube called up a bunch of the companies and found that these are all made in the same factory in China. Better brands have more pigment and fewer fillers.

Anyway, you can find the video review of the Flippy Floppy set up here:

I just put up a review of the Mei Liang 48 color watercolor set. Mine was in the purple box and came bundled with a water brush. 12 of the 48 colors are shimmery or metallic. These colors are nice but I will never use them except for art journaling and on occasion. The other 36 colors are standard colors for a set of that size.

I see the usefulness of a large watercolor set as mainly for beginners. Especially those who are interested in en plein air or urban sketching. This lets you test out 36 colors on the go and see which colors are right for you. You can figure out what you can mix wit what colors and which colors you are drawn to.

This is also a great set of colors for art journaling- the colors are vibrant and easy to use, they give you a huge range of colors that let you really decide what colors are going to be perfect in your art journal.

These colors are nice too, vibrant and very little filler. They move as each of the colors should on the page.

The tin is thin and easily dented but sturdy enough to protect the colors.

Anyway, check out my video on them here:

There are some well known brands that likely use the same factories for their watercolors. A way to tell (though not definitively) is to look at the molded plastic pieces and how the paint is presented. A well known art journaler brand has clearly switched to a new factory. the reviews on their new colors are much less favorable than their old version.